learning to suffer

i thought deeply about writing a post on the 15th, 16th, and 17th of this month. i didn't. i told myself i would create some art, write a blog post and work on my zine. i also had a grand idea about blogging everyday.

 none of that happened.

but i did finish my zine tonight. this is my first zine so it feels nice to have wrote something. i don't like it and i dont feel like i'm proud of it but at least i completed something.